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Mindfulness

“….You, who are inclined to escape from the states of mundane existence, hold fast to the jewel of the spirit of awakening.”  Shantideva

Mindfulness is perhaps the single most difficult task we face.

To keep ourselves always aware and focused on the now, unhindered by the myriad events and complexities of our daily lives, our past, or an imaginary future, is a state of mind that is absolutely vital if we want to escape the normal suffering of our everyday lives.  S.O.E. Read the rest of this entry »

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Forgetting the Moon

For a long time, I wrestled with what I perceived to be, a dilemma:

How can someone who professes to be a Christian be so deeply involved in Eastern philosophy and thought?  Am I not being untrue to my belief?  And how can the things I am studying resonate so profoundly with me if I have a different religion?

The answer, when it became clear, was quite startling.

One of the things that probably everyone struggles with at some point in there lives is the question; “How can there be so many religions?”  ”They can’t all be right!”

My position is this, and it has been a hard-won realization:

Forget “ianity” and “isms” and study the real.  In other words, forget Christianity and study Christ.  Forget Buddhism and study the enlightenment.  Forget Taoism and study The Way.

More and more I understand that the suffix “ism” really does mean: “a system of beliefs, ( or beliefs) accepted as authoritative by some group or school” as my Word Web dictionary so aptly describes it.  The key word here is “system”. At some point, some individual has put together his/her interpretation of the religion, or philosophy, and begun to promote it to the masses.

Looking deeply into the life and words of Jesus Christ, you will find that the true intent of all that he lived and taught, as well as died for, was that man would be brought into more intimate contact with the Creator of the Universe. Since that time however, his words and teachings have been first; recorded, then interpreted, ( by individuals, some well meaning, and some self-serving ) Then great temples have been built in his name.  And along the way, all sorts of “trappings” have been accumulated.

Jesus lived a simple life.  He was a carpenter from Galilee.  His teachings, or ‘services’ if you will, were held either in a home, or in an outdoors setting where he taught the people of his day.  The same was true of his Disciples, as they followed his teachings.  Somewhere along the way  in the last  twenty centuries however, We have diverted into the “Christianity” we know today.  We still have his teachings tho, and whether or not they have been accurately preserved, we can still use them to draw nearer to our creator.

Buddha, (the name is Sanskrit for “enlightened one”) was born Siddhartha Gautama to a wealthy king in Northern India, in what at present day is known as Nepal.  At an early age, he began to understand the emptiness of wealth and priviliege and renounced his position in order to learn more about the causes of suffering.  His teaching was about how to avoid suffering in this life.  He did not claim to be divine, or to teach of any afterlife, re-incarnation, Gods or Devils.  Only of how to be “Awake” to the reality of the present.  According to one account, before his death he instructed his followers: “…do not make a religion of this.”  Yet today, we have Buddh”ism”, with all sorts of gaudy temples, robes, beads, incense, statues, etc.!

Beginning to sound familiar?

One More:

Taoism is another religion founded around the teachings of one man, Lao Tzu, although there is some controversy about whether he was a man, or a group of men, and today we have “Taoist” temples, statues, architecture, etc..

It becomes obvious.  Over the centuries, too many people have lost sight of the moon, and see only the finger pointing at the moon.  But because it is an elegant finger, it looks so classic, and it gives one an air of great mystique to be able to talk about it, most people have forgotten the moon!  I suppose in part, this is because of our natural tendency to think we “know” something if we can talk about it.  Nothing could be further from the truth!  If we cannot “do” in reality we know nothing!

We must be able to “apply” in order to say we “know”!

So forget labels, seek out the real.  This is enlightenment, and the eradication of ignorance.

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Nothing Special

I began this blog with a strong feeling of purpose, knowing that I wanted to share what I have learned with the world, whether anyone read it or not.  The joy was in the writing.

Then after a couple of posts I began to lose forward momentum.  ”What is wrong?” I asked myself.

Finally I have begun to understand.  Reality doesn’t lend itself well to words.  Words are generally used to describe concepts and perceptions.   Ultimate Reality lies outside the boundaries of concepts and perceptions.  What I mean is, we can learn to perceive true reality, but it is very hard to put into words in a way that will accurately describe it.

OK, impossible!

So, I struggled with my dilemma for days, unable to write, until I finally went back to the beginning. “Zen  is like a finger pointing the way to the moon.  Don’t concentrate on the finger or you will miss all the heavenly glory!” (Paraphrase of Bruce Lee in ‘Enter the Dragon’.)

I began to understand.  I can only point to things I have learned.  This is the purpose of the famous Zen “koans” (stories) that make you think.  It’s not the story that is important, merely the thing it is pointing toward.  Reality! Read the rest of this entry »

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Imperturbability

Imperturbability

What is it, and how do you get it?

One of the thoughts that has been slowly formulating in the back of my conciousness, and brought to awareness in recent years, is simply this: We ALL have our own beliefs, dogma’s, and reasonings.  But in the end, what is the ultimate reality of things?

After 50 years, I have finally reached the serenity that allows me to accept the thoughts of others without feeling an impulse to change their minds. It is so liberating to be in a place where I can accept that others are what they are, and nothing is required of me, because ultimately we all bear final responsibility for what we have chosen to be.

For so many years of my life I was haunted by feelings of inadequacy, guided by fears, and blinded by ignorance.  And then there was the anger!  Anger at the way things are.  Anger at the way I am.  Anger at life in general.

A life filled with such things is hardly a life at all.

But all these things are a direct result of ignorance.

So is the desire to change others.

Ignorance can be defined in many ways, but if you observe the word carefully, along with it’s attendant synonyms and antonyms, you will find that it is closely related to the word ignore! It is the opposite of the word enlightenment.  A good definition of ignorance is: “The failure to see reality as it really is.”

How could you see reality as it really is?  You are ignoring it!

There is,  however, a direct antidote for the condition of ignorance.  That is to see! However in order to ‘see’, we have to be able to re-examine all our preconceived ideas, concepts and beliefs.

That would explain why there are so few enlightened people in the world!  Very, very few people are willing to let go of all the beliefs and conceptions they have nurtured and developed over a lifetime, even if these conceptions and beliefs are wrong, and are the source of their suffering!

Understand, I am NOT here to tell you what to think!  I am NOT here to tell you that reality is the way I see it!  I am NOT telling you that all your ideas, concepts, and beliefs are wrong!  What I am telling you is that you must examine them very, very carefully to be certain they are in line with reality.  It is the automatic assumption of their correctness that you must drop.

For example, their is an ongoing movement today generally known as “New Age Enlightenment.”  Full of wonderful dogma, brilliant ‘feel-good’ concepts, and strange new points of view, it promises to solve all mankind’s problems.

To me it sounds sort of like the last ‘new’ thing to come along.

Think about it.  Reality has been around for a long, long, time.  If “New Age” were the answer, wouldn’t it have been discovered before now?  This is just my thought on the subject, but I am pretty sure that Ultimate reality hasn’t changed much since the ‘beginingless beginning’.

Seeing reality as it really is, is an ongoing process that takes you to deeper, and deeper truths as you progress.  Remember the finger pointing at the moon?  I am here to point.  It is the moon you want to see!

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Attachment and Aversion

Yesterday was a time of learning for me.

On the way to work I took an innocent life.  It was ‘just a rabbit’ true, but an innocent life just the same.

It started out as the usual morning ride… breakfast, coffee, the early morning sounds and smells.  And there in the middle of the road he sat.  As is my usual response to a rabbit in the road, I lightly tapped the horn, knowing from many years of experience that rabbits and squirrels often need a little jolt of fear to get them started moving.  And move he did, but entirely in the wrong direction!  At first he got it right, running for the far side of the road, but at the last minute he changed his mind and ran back, directly beneath my wheels.  There was a sickening ‘thump’ as his little body impacted the underside of the car.

Instantly I was filled with remorse, and anger at myself for not avoiding him by either slowing or dodging.  My stomach muscles began to clench as my thoughts turned toward bitterness.

“Whoa!” I chided myself.  “It was just a rabbit!”

That’s when it hit me.

Worldwide, millions of rabbits are born and die every day!  It wasn’t so much hitting the rabbit that was the source of my mental suffering, as the simple fact I had wanted (and expected) a different outcome. Not only that, but if it had been a snake or a spider, I would have been glad to run it over!

So now, I began to see, I had two different problems that were causing me suffering!  Not only was I attached to a specific outcome, I also was differentiating, whereas I should be applying the same action towards all life.  For a long time now, my views toward taking life have been shaped not only by my spiritual beliefs, but also my philosophical ones, best stated by the following mantra:

  • Avoid rather than check
  • Check rather than hurt
  • Hurt rather than maim
  • Maim rather than kill, for;
  • All life is precious, and no one has the right to take it away!

Since I believe this very strongly, I had established in my mind a very strong attachment to the specific outcome of not taking life.  Any life!  And while that is a noble goal, it was the attachment to that ideal that was causing my suffering, not the fact I had failed to achieve it.

To look at the situation more realistically, I had no intent of running the rabbit over, and even took steps to ensure that I did not.  So when it ran beneath my wheels, I should have simply accepted it as Karma and moved on.

Attachment is generated as a direct result of ignorance. The word ignorance in this case meaning: “A failure to see reality as it really is.”

Reality is thus: sometimes even with the best of intention, and right action, things do not go the way I would have them to go. With mindfulness of that understanding comes peace and serenity.  What happened was supposed to happen.  The Universe, or Reality, is operating exactly as it always has, and is supposed to operate!

I was the only thing out of kilter!

As a result I have begun to examine my desired outcomes to see how much attachment I have generated.  I have found a great deal.

The antidote?

Meditations on emptiness and impermanence.  On the conditionality of this mundane reality I find myself perceiving at this moment.

This Moment. That’s all there is!

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Perceptions

Our world is determined by our perception.

In another post, in another blog, I wrote that a person suffering from depression believes his negative state of mind to be ‘Reality’ based on his negative perceptions.  This is because everything we see is filtered through the lens of our perceptions.

Merriam – Webster defines ‘perception’ thus:

  • 1 a: a result of perceiving : observation b: a mental image : concept
  • 2obsolete : consciousness
  • 3 a: awareness of the elements of environment through physical sensation <color perception> b: physical sensation interpreted in the light of experience
  • 4 a: quick, acute, and intuitive cognition : appreciation b: a capacity for comprehension

Nowhere in this description do you find the phrase: ‘absolute reality’.  Yet we commonly accept our observations to be reality.  We observe, construct a concept based on our  incomplete data, form an assumption, and call it reality!  When this observation is made a second time with the same conclusions, (which is likely, seeing it now has a ‘history’ in our consciousness), it is well on it’s way to becoming a ‘core belief’.

I imagine that it’s the “quick, intuitve, cognition” that gets us in trouble most of the time.  ‘Snap’ judgements, without thinking things through, will only further separate us from reality.  How many times have we found ourselves in an argument, only to discover we misunderstood the person we are arguing with?

We have a built in tendacy to think everyone percieves things the same way we do!  For instance, I used to answer direct questions very literally.  My first wife was very Indirect.  She would ask: “Do you want to take out the trash?” (meaning, of course, ”please take out the trash.”)  Unfortunately, my mind percieved the question literally, which was: “do you want to take out the trash?”  My answer would always be No!  You can imagine where that led us!

When I finally realized what was going on, I explained it only to hear: “Oh you know what I mean!”  Actually I hadn’t.  I had been trying to figure out why anyone would want to take out the trash!

That automatic assumption that everyone percieves reality the same as ourself, just reinforces our belief that what we see is reality.  Therefore we begin, deep down, to resent those who attempt to ‘persuade us’ differently.

  • Your perceptions are just an impression of reality, not reality itself.
  • You can choose how you wish to percieve any experience.
  • Because every part and particle of the Universe (ie. ‘reality) is in constant motion, the reality of what we perceive changes moment by moment.

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