Imperturbability

What is it, and how do you get it?

One of the thoughts that has been slowly formulating in the back of my conciousness, and brought to awareness in recent years, is simply this: We ALL have our own beliefs, dogma’s, and reasonings.  But in the end, what is the ultimate reality of things?

After 50 years, I have finally reached the serenity that allows me to accept the thoughts of others without feeling an impulse to change their minds. It is so liberating to be in a place where I can accept that others are what they are, and nothing is required of me, because ultimately we all bear final responsibility for what we have chosen to be.

For so many years of my life I was haunted by feelings of inadequacy, guided by fears, and blinded by ignorance.  And then there was the anger!  Anger at the way things are.  Anger at the way I am.  Anger at life in general.

A life filled with such things is hardly a life at all.

But all these things are a direct result of ignorance.

So is the desire to change others.

Ignorance can be defined in many ways, but if you observe the word carefully, along with it’s attendant synonyms and antonyms, you will find that it is closely related to the word ignore! It is the opposite of the word enlightenment.  A good definition of ignorance is: “The failure to see reality as it really is.”

How could you see reality as it really is?  You are ignoring it!

There is,  however, a direct antidote for the condition of ignorance.  That is to see! However in order to ’see’, we have to be able to re-examine all our preconceived ideas, concepts and beliefs.

That would explain why there are so few enlightened people in the world!  Very, very few people are willing to let go of all the beliefs and conceptions they have nurtured and developed over a lifetime, even if these conceptions and beliefs are wrong, and are the source of their suffering!

Understand, I am NOT here to tell you what to think!  I am NOT here to tell you that reality is the way I see it!  I am NOT telling you that all your ideas, concepts, and beliefs are wrong!  What I am telling you is that you must examine them very, very carefully to be certain they are in line with reality.  It is the automatic assumption of their correctness that you must drop.

For example, their is an ongoing movement today generally known as “New Age Enlightenment.”  Full of wonderful dogma, brilliant ‘feel-good’ concepts, and strange new points of view, it promises to solve all mankind’s problems.

To me it sounds sort of like the last ‘new’ thing to come along.

Think about it.  Reality has been around for a long, long, time.  If “New Age” were the answer, wouldn’t it have been discovered before now?  This is just my thought on the subject, but I am pretty sure that Ultimate reality hasn’t changed much since the ‘beginingless beginning’.

Seeing reality as it really is, is an ongoing process that takes you to deeper, and deeper truths as you progress.  Remember the finger pointing at the moon?  I am here to point.  It is the moon you want to see!

Attachment and Aversion

Yesterday was a time of learning for me.

On the way to work I took an innocent life.  It was ‘just a rabbit’ true, but an innocent life just the same.

It started out as the usual morning ride… breakfast, coffee, the early morning sounds and smells.  And there in the middle of the road he sat.  As is my usual response to a rabbit in the road, I lightly tapped the horn, knowing from many years of experience that rabbits and squirrels often need a little jolt of fear to get them started moving.  And move he did, but entirely in the wrong direction!  At first he got it right, running for the far side of the road, but at the last minute he changed his mind and ran back, directly beneath my wheels.  There was a sickening ‘thump’ as his little body impacted the underside of the car.

Instantly I was filled with remorse, and anger at myself for not avoiding him by either slowing or dodging.  My stomach muscles began to clench as my thoughts turned toward bitterness.

“Whoa!” I chided myself.  “It was just a rabbit!”

That’s when it hit me.

Worldwide, millions of rabbits are born and die every day!  It wasn’t so much hitting the rabbit that was the source of my mental suffering, as the simple fact I had wanted (and expected) a different outcome. Not only that, but if it had been a snake or a spider, I would have been glad to run it over!

So now, I began to see, I had two different problems that were causing me suffering!  Not only was I attached to a specific outcome, I also was differentiating, whereas I should be applying the same action towards all life.  For a long time now, my views toward taking life have been shaped not only by my spiritual beliefs, but also my philosophical ones, best stated by the following mantra:

• Avoid rather than check
• Check rather than hurt
• Hurt rather than maim
• Maim rather than kill, for;
• All life is precious, and no one has the right to take it away!

Since I believe this very strongly, I had established in my mind a very strong attachment to the specific outcome of not taking life.  Any life!  And while that is a noble goal, it was the attachment to that ideal that was causing my suffering, not the fact I had failed to achieve it.

To look at the situation more realistically, I had no intent of running the rabbit over, and even took steps to ensure that I did not.  So when it ran beneath my wheels, I should have simply accepted it as Karma and moved on.

Attachment is generated as a direct result of ignorance. The word ignorance in this case meaning: “A failure to see reality as it really is.”

Reality is thus: sometimes even with the best of intention, and right action, things do not go the way I would have them to go. With mindfulness of that understanding comes peace and serenity.  What happened was supposed to happen.  The Universe, or Reality, is operating exactly as it always has, and is supposed to operate!

I was the only thing out of kilter!

As a result I have begun to examine my desired outcomes to see how much attachment I have generated.  I have found a great deal.

The antidote?

Meditations on emptiness and impermanence.  On the conditionality of this mundane reality I find myself perceiving at this moment.

This Moment. That’s all there is!

Perceptions

Our world is determined by our perception.

In another post, in another blog, I wrote that a person suffering from depression believes his negative state of mind to be ‘Reality’ based on his negative perceptions.  This is because everything we see is filtered through the lens of our perceptions.

Merriam – Webster defines ‘perception’ thus:

• 1 a: a result of perceiving : observation b: a mental image : concept
• 2obsolete : consciousness
• 3 a: awareness of the elements of environment through physical sensation <color perception> b: physical sensation interpreted in the light of experience
• 4 a: quick, acute, and intuitive cognition : appreciation b: a capacity for comprehension

Nowhere in this description do you find the phrase: ‘absolute reality’.  Yet we commonly accept our observations to be reality.  We observe, construct a concept based on our  incomplete data, form an assumption, and call it reality!  When this observation is made a second time with the same conclusions, (which is likely, seeing it now has a ‘history’ in our consciousness), it is well on it’s way to becoming a ‘core belief’.

I imagine that it’s the “quick, intuitve, cognition” that gets us in trouble most of the time.  ‘Snap’ judgements, without thinking things through, will only further separate us from reality.  How many times have we found ourselves in an argument, only to discover we misunderstood the person we are arguing with?

We have a built in tendacy to think everyone percieves things the same way we do!  For instance, I used to answer direct questions very literally.  My first wife was very Indirect.  She would ask: “Do you want to take out the trash?” (meaning, of course, ”please take out the trash.”)  Unfortunately, my mind percieved the question literally, which was: “do you want to take out the trash?”  My answer would always be No!  You can imagine where that led us!

When I finally realized what was going on, I explained it only to hear: “Oh you know what I mean!”  Actually I hadn’t.  I had been trying to figure out why anyone would want to take out the trash!

That automatic assumption that everyone percieves reality the same as ourself, just reinforces our belief that what we see is reality.  Therefore we begin, deep down, to resent those who attempt to ‘persuade us’ differently.

• Your perceptions are just an impression of reality, not reality itself.
• You can choose how you wish to percieve any experience.
• Because every part and particle of the Universe (ie. ‘reality) is in constant motion, the reality of what we perceive changes moment by moment.